He loved a lot of the less risque mags such as Stuff and FHM because they had some very sexy women in them, many of them well-known celebrities, and t...e babes were willing to strip down to barely lingerie or almost nothing without posing totally nude. That left plenty for his imagination to help him enjoy stroking his hardon and bringing himself off. Ralph often wondered where the decision line lay between a young actress or celebrity posing NEARLY nude for one of those magazines and the option. Too real." Like in ... bondage?"I couldn't help but laugh. She was puzzled."No. Like in life. Memories. The present, the future. Even fictional stories. They are killing me. I'm spending nights up, writing things so sad that I sometimes cry, and then I look out and it's morning, the sun is rising, and I have to go to work. I work like a zombie. I fall asleep in my office, and only notice because the phone rings, someone enters, the computer makes a noise every now and them because I set it to.. If it comes true I would be ecstatic. Thanks for reading and be positive and kind with your remarks.--------------------------------------I decided that it had been way too long since I have been laid. The upcoming 3 day weekend I had nothing at all planned, so I decided to put an ad on a local website looking for fun and lots of sex. The ad: "I am mid 50's, 5'11" 212# dad-bod, construction worker, straight to the world, total submissive bottom, cumslut in private. I am into anything you want. He sat staring at his books. His mum seemed to be constantly repeating the phrase “Your Highers are only a couple of months away. You need to get upstairs and do some studying.”He slumped back in his chair, turning his head to stare out the bedroom window. His room looked out onto the back green. His eyes swept over the black windows of the tenement flats on the other side of the grass. This part of Edinburgh was home to a mixture of students and professionals and most of the occupants were.