She was raised as part of this family." But she is my daughter!" Scarlet tried not to yell.I looked at Jason and he looked at me, stunned. I couldn't ...elieve it. I'd been lied to my whole life. They carried on downstairs."And I took her in and raised her as my own. You can't just take her away now; think of what it'll do to her." But I can't give up my daughter." You don't have to give her up, but let her get a bit older, and then you can tell her." How old, sixteen, eighteen, twenty, thirty?". " I hope so, Jill." I forgot that you knew them. Of course you do. Wanda says you've been friends with Charlie as long as the two of you have known each other." Longer. Charlie and I started walking to school together in second grade. I actually met Wanda when I was in fifth grade. I used to go over to her house and her mother would watch us after school. She was a big Jr. high kid back then. When I went into sixth grade for the last part of the year, we didn't seem so far apart. And when I got. As an afterthought, I reached under the shirt and unhook my bra, pulling it off and tossing it on the bed. I shimmied out of my jeans and pulled the shorts on. I looked at myself in the full-length mirror. My tits were still firm and perky. Flat tummy. I turned to the side. The shorts just barely covered the globes of my ass, which were firm and round. I still looked good for a woman of thirty-two. I began looking through the packages and bags from my shopping trip. I was looking for one in. I had to masturbate, and I couldn't help thinking about making love with him, imagining him on me and in me. I had a tremendous orgasm but afterwards cried some more because masturbation is so lonely.I don't know what's going to happen or how it's going to end. If I let him nurse again, I won't be able to stop. I'm afraid of what might happen if we do go all the way, and afraid of what might happen if we don't.March 24 I'm still in a quandary, but describing this to you, Dear Diary, is.