I had deceived him, but in my mind, only a little. In myeagerness to be a woman, I had let my desires get in the way of mycommon sense. I was the one ...t fault, not him, and I was determined notto let that happen again, and went back to my surgeon to set up mysurgery. Four more months. That's how long I had to wait, and I wouldspend virtually all of my savings to become a woman, but it was going tobe worth every penny.Almost two more weeks went by, the constant drudgery of my day to dayroutine. ” Butterflies erupted inside her as his approval washed over her. When had it become so important? His full mouth parted in a smile and the affection she’d seen for so long in his eyes returned. “Get your sexy ass on the bed.” Holly stood numbly, brushing the hair out of her face. She’d been ready to leave him, to find a place of her own. Someplace no one could take away from her. Somewhere in her name only. His eyes narrowed and he clutched her sore ass, spreading and shaking the meat of. Just roll her onto her back and start licking.”“Oh, wow,” gasped Dusk. “I ... I want to do that. Ooh, that’s so wicked. I’ve never really thought about doing it with a girl. Not seriously.”“But you have thought about it?” I asked in some surprise.“With a few of my friends,” she said, sounding embarrassed. “You know, at slumber parties, we practice kissing and sometimes you think things. What would it be like? Not seriously, but ... I never really thought I’d do it.”Slumber parties ... I needed. Turning away I fell to my knees and I fought to catch my breath while trying not to throw up. People came up behind me but I didn’t hear what they said, the ringing in my ears was too loud. All I can recall for the next several minutes was the odd sight in front of me. There, as the rusty rails seemed to run almost forever, finally converging at a curve far, far down the track, the top of the rail sparkled in the sunlight where the rust had not been allowed to form because of the trail wheels..