I’m tempted to stay but have to get up. I got out of bed and threw on some jeans and a t-shirt. The dog is very anxious to go outside. I opened t...e door and the cold air hits me in the face. It is about 28* outside with a very hard frost. The dog runs outside. I sat on the porch waiting for him to finish his “business.”After just a few seconds you walk out the door, wearing sweatpants and a long sleeved t-shirt. I see you and smile. You gave me that evil smile I have come to know so. Then I turned to Alicia. "What the fuck was that all about?", I asked."Don't you ever curse in front of me young man!", she screamed."Excuse me?", I replied. "Who are you mom or dad?" Nevermind, what's wrong with me being nice to your friends?", she asked."Nothing's wrong with it! Its just that earlier you were being a complete bitch to Raquel. She was really upset", I explained."Well I felt bad for what I said earlier and decided I should be a little nicer to her", Alicia told me."Whatever". She felt a little bit saftier as she realized that there was a small policestation beneath the motel. she opend the door and looks in a bar full of smoke, loud music and unwashed, rough and drunk men. she tries to ignore them as she tried to blaze a trial to the crowd. she asked the barman for a room for one night and she was lucky to get the last one. she went upstairs opens her room and realized thet she havent eat something for the last day. she went tothe bathrom, take a short shower. after. But she was still beautiful and he felt a thrill from admiring her.But that's what it was, he realized. Admiration. Appreciation. Not just a cheap thrill of the new or the unexpected or the risky.Just like Jennifer in the sun on the trail. Or watching Jennifer sleep.He snorted softly. Maybe he wasn't a voyeur in the way that the others were. The beauty hooked him far more than the thrill.Except ... he remembered Will's expressions, looking at Jen. From that first Victoria's Secret trip last.