Not even in passing. It broke my heart to see him hurt so much but the truth was I didn’t love him. I never had and should have told him sooner. ...ark was about to feel my wrath.***My self-destruction had started. I drank every night while working. I tried my best not to go home. Most nights I stayed at Rick’s. He had come back down to West Palm for the Fall and Winter months. Unfortunately, his oldest daughter had moved to Fort Lauderdale and she visited him in West Palm from time to. Because I was getting even more horny by now I decided I would go for it, I had never order a woman for sex before shore I had met woman online and we would meet up for a fuck but this felt so much naughtier as I was ordering a woman to come and fuck me.I rang the number and got through pretty fast, a woman answered and I told her I had seen a woman on the site I was interested in booking, the asain woman was named rebecca and I booked her for two hours, the woman on the phone telling me the. I didnt even think about him when I reported for duty the next day! But, it wasnt long before I was thinking about him. When the nurse told me to take the newspaper down to Room 101, I felt my heart jump. As I walked down the hall with the paper in my hand, I didnt know if the lump in my throat was from fear or anticipation. It wasnt long before I found out! This time, I knocked at the door and heard the man say come in. His privacy curtains were open, so I mustered up my courage and. I was in no control. I kept my dick in her wet pussy and pushed it in. After a few strokes and some boobs squeezing I again tried to come up. But she wanted me to stay down. I threw her hands off and climbed on to her lips, smooching her.I was in full flow with the dick in her pussy. My lips enjoying the softness of her lips. She was smooching in a different way today. Not the usual tongue fight. Whenever we used to fuck earlier I used to look into her eyes to know that she actually liked what.