“It’s about everything, Matt. That, and the fact that I’ve never really liked her since then.”“Did you say something to her before she...”...��No, but ... Oh god, I’m sorry. I’m just feeling so ashamed!”“Lara, it’s all right,” I said, rubbing her arm. “You’re not the only one going through this, you know? Muireann, me, Tommy ... All of us have regrets for things we said or didn’t say.”“But I...” She paused, wiping at her face. “I was jealous of her. With Tommy,” she muttered.I held her close. “I. I love the sounds around me - mostly they are imitation pleasure as actors fuck each other on the screens, but there are also more intimate sounds of strangers grunting as they release. It always gives me a huge boner- the faint smell of semen, the sounds around me, the videos that I’ve spent a couple dollars to watch as I slowly stroke my cock, getting it ready for pleasure and then there is the stranger on the other side of the wall. Sometimes there is a faint knock or a whisper, other times. I'm gonna get fucked!" What ELSE are you gonna do?" she pressed."AHHH! AHHH! GOD! I DON'T ... SMILE!" He howled."Yup, that's it..." she let go of the poor sod's balls. He collapsed, moaning.Rising back up, she looked around. "Okay, you little wieners, I'm here to publicly apologize for all that -- but I needed to get your attention! The kind of crap we just talked about is probably an extreme case -- but if I was your sponsor, I'd want to know if your little head was in the right place! It all. She just stood there in a trance letting the warm water splash over her body.I asked her, "Kristy are you ok?"She turned and looked at me with tears welling in her eyes, "Yes. Are you ok?"I replied, "Yes, I'm ok. You get cleaned up and I'll be back in just a minute. I need to see what is going on in the other room."I went into the main room of the suite and the guys were all sitting down having another drink and eating some more food. The porno was still playing on the big screen TV. They were.