Part of it was my anger. I was mad at the world and most people in it. I started hanging with a tough group of guys and then the real trouble surfaced...I was a loner except for a few friends. There were five guys in our group and none of us ventured very far from the others. At fifteen, we were all smoking and hanging around one of the local fast food restaurants.Mom bought me the truck when I promised to start behaving and work on getting better grades. I buckled down and brought my grades up. Family ke alava main kisise khul ke bat nahi kar sakata. Isliye apni feelings aur meri family love ke bareme yaha share raha hu.Main bachpan sehi kafi shararati raha hu aur bachpan sehi sex ke bare mein bhi kafi active raha hu. Mere ghar mein mahol kafi khula hai isliye kabhi mere dimag mein meri maa ke liye koi galat khyal nahi aya tha. Par ek din kuch aisa hua ke meri life ka nazriya hi change ho gaya. Meri mausi ayi thi gharpe. Waise to woh har mahine 3-4 din hamare yaha rahati hai aur hume. You know it was illegal to teach a slave how to read, don't you? But it didn't say what kind of schools, or how many, or for how long. At least not at first. So there were white schools and black schools. It was the way things were. I think the black schools went to grade eight in the beginning, and they got used books and old furniture. White schools were brick; black schools wood." So what was going on? I mean, it's strange, weird, two separate school systems side by side." He made a face,. She asked if I was gay, which I quickly said no and that I just liked the way it felt having someone else to mess around with. I couldn't explain why we liked playing with panties so much only that was a rush. I couldn't believe we were actually talking about this, and that she wasn't freaking out. She asked if I ever thought about her when I was using her underwear, which I'm pretty sure she already knew the answer to. She was 19 years old with long brown hair with perfect tits, nice body, and.