“OH-OH,” I thought. A long pause. They, as well, all turned to stare at me. I felt really naked and blushed.Suddenly, I was confronted, a vision i... my mind which others seemed to be aware of. Lilly was fucking me on the back of the flatbed truck at the dairy, an old memory quite alarming but at the same time bringing me the renewed sense of love for her and the outrageous nature of making love to she and her sisters.There were gasped from the S.acred H.eart I.nterpretive T.askforce, a sense of. The effects of the d**g last three hours, and during that time any suggestion that's put in your head will seem like a good one and you'll act on it." Is that why I did this?" I asked completely shocked."Sure, I can have you do anything I want." He answered very confidently."What do you want from me?" Nothing, just to watch you have fun tonight. I'm not going to turn you into a raging sex machine, even though it would be as easy as saying that. Nah, I just wanna have some fun with you." But. So began a routine that continued throughout our school life, until that fateful last year. We walked to school together, and parted at the gates. She joined her mates, and I joined mine. On the way our conversations changed as we grew, and we shared a great deal about our lives, our hopes and dreams. We promised each other that our talks would never go further than each other, and they never did. She lived a number of roads away from our house. We were an average income family, but her family. That was okay though, I was strictly a beer drinker, and neverat work.Actually I wasn't really the Same Spade type anyhow. One of the reasons Ihad gone with the McKenzie offer when I left the Chicago police force wasthat they specialized in business clients rather than the more tawdrydivorce work of some of the other firms. Oh, we did a little divorcework, but most of our clients were the various law firms that populatedthe Loop - some of them in our building - and insurance companies.Actually.