Shirley smiled at him and said,"I will leave that up to you colonel. Due to our circumstances, until I took up residence with Gibby, wine was not high...on our list of beverages, so my knowledge of them is scant."The Colonel looked a bit embarrassed at this and then ordered a nice red.I asked the girls what they would like and they looked at their father and he nodded to them. They then ordered cokes, it was obvious from that little bit of byplay, they were rationed on sugary drinks. Ginny and I. I sat down...A change had happened, I was getting in touch with my feeling so I sangagain, "What's this?" What was this change? Was I becoming one of them?"Let's see," I sang to myself.Then I lifted my left leg and rubbed it with my left arm. "I feel sexy."it was something about crossdressing Frank'n'Furter knew I was not just arepressed homosexual but a repressed transvestite!"What's come over me?" Yes I wanted this... "Whoa! Here it comes again!"I never wanted to dress like a man again. I said “WAIT” if I give you a handjob can I just go, he said sure. He pulled down my shorts and underwear. He looked at my hard dick laughed and said you want me bitch. He told me to turn around and spread my cheeks, I listened and obeyed. He told me to bend over, I did as told. Then I felt a wet stubby finger go in my ass, I jumped and said handjob only and move away. He said okay, when went to his bedroom and he got on his back and with his cock straight in the air. I laid next to him with my. I don’t know why you keep bringing it up.”“I know it’s illegal, but ... honey, you and I smoked weed for almost two decades before it was legalized.”“How? How is it different?”“Well, I don’t think that this is hurting anyone.”“Except you, yes.”“No, it’s not ... oh, honey! It’s not like that.”“Before I answer, do you really want to know?”“Okay. Three or four times...”“Let me finish. Three or four times a day.”“...”“I really don’t know why this is so upsetting to you.”“Yeah - I wasn’t in the.