~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The pounding in my head was extreme. It was like there were a hundred tiny elves in my head pounding at my brain...with a hundred tiny hammers. I groaned and clutched at my head, praying silently that it would help the pain. It didn’t. I sucked in a hissing breath and brought my other hand to my head. Jesus, what was wrong with me? ‘Do ye not remember, lassie?’ That voice, so familiar…. I opened my eyes and looked up with veiled lids. Maggie stood above me,. We left for Arizona on Tuesday, Alexis would fly in Friday night after work. Alexis had spoken to Ashley late in the week, she unfortunately couldn’t attend due to problems with her schedule at school. We were settled into our hotel on Tuesday evening, then given the night off, we would practice early in the morning.We practiced both Wednesday morning, then Thursday evening alternating with our opponent, leading up to Friday’s Media Day, which was always a circus. The city was packed with fans,. It was flattering, but I wanted to hear that from Douglas, not some random guy named Jacob. I mean, he was cute, he stood at maybe 5'9", short black hair, a little buffer than Douglas, and his eye color was hazel. It was pretty bold of him to come up and talk to me. He was probably only dared to come over here to say these sweet things, and then later on he would make fun of me for believing it. God, how annoying! “Just walk away, Jenny,” I said to myself. I smiled at Jacob and replied,. . Are you attracted to a boy?" "No, nothing like that." Ok... Are you attracted to girls?" Yes" Hmmm... Well then what makes you think you are gay?" "It has to do with clothes." Clothes?" his Mom asked, with a puzzled look on her face."Girl's clothes. I love to wear girl's clothes." Do you want to be a girl?" I don't know. Maybe." Have you worn girls clothes? What kind of clothes, and where did you getthem?" Yes. They were yours, usually from the hamper. Bras, panties mostly,but.