We lived a sterile, empty life with no sex and no love to speak of. I knew she still cared for me, but I was unable to tell her the problem. And I ref...sed any of her suggestions of counseling or other professional help. I already knew the problem. I was just ashamed to tell her or anyone else. It had started long ago, when I was a teenager. I was 16 and was rather frisky. I tended to get into trouble. Never sexually. I was a virgin. I was a virgin until I got married, and technically, I still. " "The fucking hell it wasn't! Who else could it have been? The neighbors? No way," he stated with authority. "It was that weasel. He knows what I bought. I swear, I'm gonna--" "It wasn’t h im !" she shrieked. The intensity of her voice brought him right back to last night, how she’d protested and wailed. Then, it had thrilled him. Now the shout silenced him. He waited, but there was nothing more from her. "What?" he asked. There was another long pause. He thought he heard some uncomfortable. “Can i lit this in here?” i never really smoked weed before. “Ehmm… Yea ok you can smoke in here” I handed him the ashtray from the middle of the sofa table. “Thanks. You wanna smoke to?” “No thanks but can i bum a cigarette from you?” He handed me one and i lit it. They smoked some of it. “This is the shit” and jakob passed the joint to Daniel. He did some puffs. And passed it to me. “Sorry i pass” Daniel insisted that i just try a little puff. I felt pretty pressured into smoking the joint.. Jaise hi woh train se utri to mere gale lag gayi. Uske narm magar kadak boobs meri chest pe feel hua. Mere neeche kuch harkat si hui.Jab woh aage chalne lagi to mujhe uski gaand dekh ke maza aane laga. Main nazar hatata bhi to uski gaand meri nazar wapas kheech leti. Magar maine apne dil ko samjhaya ki mere mann main koi galat thought nahi the. Khair main unhe apne kamre main le aaya.Par dikkat ye thi ki kamra ek tha, single room set. Ab usse change karna tha. To main darwaze ke bahar khada ho.