She accepted the newspaper because she needed something to do with a long trip in front of them. “Thank you, Captain, you are too kind. I was taught...German by my grandmother. She insisted I speak it correctly because grammar was especially important to her in the old ways of things.”He smiled at her and said, “Sometimes the old ways are better than the new, my little one.”Heidi was thrilled to hear his crisp language in what she considered her native tongue. It was almost as if he were making. If onlyyou'd have been honest from the start. They would have never have becomeinvolved with you. No wonder they feel betrayed! Can you blame them forfeeling the way they do? Haven't they every right?Think of how many lives you've disrupted, how many promises you'vebroken, how much of their time and trust you've stolen. But this isnot an excuse to throw yourself a pity-party, sissy. Feeling sorry foryourself, wallowing in guilt, indulging in self-pity--that's what you'vedone in the past;. We meet there, I get about $10 worth of singles to keep the porn going and to help keep her horny during the shoot. We go in our booth lock the door and I let her select the porn we watch, she stops on a lesbian porn channel. I'm like hmmm interesting. I pull out the foldest pantyhose package from my jacket and my tiny Olympus 3.2 MP digital camera as I notice this girl isn't shy at all. She has already taken her shirt and bra off exposing her tiny tits. When I hand her the pantyhose she slides. But really, like Brian, who wanted to be a fly on the wall in a girls dorm or bathroom, I was similarly into men's fantasies and what turned their wheels, deep down I wanted to be the female amongst them, letting them feel me and talk dirty, I wanted to hear them beg to fuck and argue who is going first.I called Brain later that night, it was around 9PM, and I had drank a half bottle of wine, I suspected he was a perv and as such was prepared to string him along and see how far I could tease.