..and to get them hard......and to suck their cocks and lick their balls.....to feel them inside of me and to feel them explode inside of me. How hot ...hat made me. How uncontrollably hot. It seemed that all of my waking hours now were centered on these thoughts. Becoming the woman that I longed to be and being the toy, the slut, the whore of men. And today. Oh, what a wonderful day today was. I had met Derek again at a local motel. He had told me to come dressed this time, that he would be. ‘Lulu …. What are you up to?’ I asked. ‘I knew Ellie and her parents were going away and so I asked her to leave me a hidden key to this place ….. Lucinda and I have been down here with them for holidays sometimes and I needed a place where you and I could come for a secret afternoon shag! It would be too risky at home with Mummy about and I didn’t know if Auntie Gwen would be at your place!’ She put her arms around my waist and pulled me against her, ‘If you don’t want to stay here alone with. I must have been really enjoying myself, like I always do, because I didn't hear a car pulling up a couple spaces away from us.Brian walked towards the car and started talking to the driver, I was confused as to why he was doing that. He then walked back to our car and got in. "What was that about" I asked him. "Just having a conversation with the guy" I was a bit confused. "He wants to have a chat, can you get in his car and speak to him and do whatever he says". I was even more confused now. I came right under the table, and she knew it. She let out a small smile. My parents told us that they were so happy that I was home, but had to leave tonight because they were invited to a wedding from my dad’s work. They were leaving at 6 and wouldn’t be home until a few days later. The rest of the day dragged on. My sister and I exchanged furtive glances and she would inconspicuously tease me whenever she got the chance.Finally, 6:00 came and my parents were out the door. We knew we.