" I don't see what it has to do with me." Ged said doggedly."Well, she won't tell you, and if she settles for this Harry, you'll be free to find someo...e else yourself, but you need to know if that happens." Thanks Cheryl," he said as warmly as he could manage, "You're very good to me." That's what friends are for. You've had a raw deal from everyone, including me. The least I can do."The news sharpened his feelings of loss and rejection, and as a result his performance on Friday evening was. And it is a tender and passionate exchange, one of many highlights in our sexual relationship. The turn on to me is not that I am swallowing something she has herself swallowed many times before, but the sweet way in which she shares my load with me, from her beautiful mouth to mine. And since she does not ejaculate when I bring her to orgasm with my mouth, I feel like I am swallowing her rather than myself.I can honestly say I don't feel attracted to men at all (I have been around men my. I collapsed ontothe sofa and laid back with my eyes closed, letting my mind go whereverit wanted, and it wanted to dwell on Lynn and her offer. I eventuallytired of that line of thought and made several attempts to change mythoughts to something else, but failed. And that was the way thingswould go for the rest of the week. No matter what I was doing, Lynn'sinvitation would slowly take control of my thoughts.Monday of the following week was an off day from work, and that innersomething. "I not only love your personality from when we met tonight there at the Playboy dinner, but I also got to see your new photo spread and I'm very impressed, Monica," Ron said.Monica loved what she was hearing; she'd actually been wondering what she'd do next in her life since recent months and years had taken a direction she'd never planned on. She thought she'd be in a high-paying, powerful and influential job somewhere in Washington or New York now, but here she was doing a photo spread for.