Reconciling completely with Gilly took more than a few days, which was not an aching concern for Porter. She had apologized to him. Her confession was...so profound to him that he had responded in kind, undergoing what he considered a fundamental conversion. He could love himself. For all of his flaws and faults, he liked who he was for the first time.He neither feared her running away from him in disgust nor her judging him inadequate. She was not going to reject him. The cruelty and spite were. I just laughed at the suggestion he was persistent. Next day he asked again and for some reason I said ok but it would cost you! I needed a new dress and shoes he agreed so he suggested we go shopping before we went back. I tried on numerous dresses and settled on a red strapless dress the type you didn’t need to wear a bra the inside padding was sufficient. It was just above the knee with a split up on side and to finish it off a pair of strappy heels.The weekend of the party I arrived at his. At 8:15 a message read “Approaching the roundabout”. I took a big breath and went out to meet Ceri. The morning was becoming a bit surreal. 10 minutes later he pulled up in his car and without a thought I got in. Gave him directions to our flat. Once we got in I quickly took my jeans & T shirt off revealing my feminine side. He went straight into the toilet and when he came out he looked amazing in his Bra , denim mini , black fishnet tights & panties. I said to him “omg you look fuckin’. . Oh and hun , just make sure you take care of that before I get back .... you can go at your own pace this time, there's no rush" she said staring at my crotch and just laughed out loud, "I will be a hour or so, just txt me if you need anything " she yelled back as she walked off. I swear I stood there frozen for what felt like a eternity , I finally looked down, and realised what she was talking about , my penis was tenting out , it was so obvious, but how long had it been there for? I ran.