.and seeing how we all just pigged out and now we're getting wasted...not to mention that we've been sitting here naked and I have been counting the f...eckles on your chest..." You finally noticed?" ...now I think we're ready for my final surprise!" I pulled out the Body Finger Paint Kit. "Ta Da!" What is that?" Caren snatched it from my hand. She began to read the box and giggle. "Yeah, I think you're right again, Ray. I told you this guy was great, Candi...a little goofy maybe but definitely. She says she's totally devoted to me but I think she stretches the truth a little.Other times I can be doing something really productive like watching a baseball game or hockey game or even making one of my masterpieces in the kitchen. The little vixen will get on my shoulder and almost yell into my ear to start typing, listen to her and start writing the story she wants to get out.Her latest method of communication is to appear as I drive to a customer. My mind is focused on curing some. She wanted to be wanted. Desperately and uncontrollably wanted.Frustrated with the realization that she was not going to be getting the release she needed tonight, Rebecca opened her laptop again. Fervently, she opened up her search engine and typed "How to entice your husband" into the window. Articles from vapid online magazines. She tried again. "Make a man overcome with desire" ..."Husband seduction" ..."How to make yourself irresistible to men" ..."Husband doesn't want me anymore". But we were often dating others or seemingly afraid to take a risk with each other. After graduation, I went off to college an hour away. He had planned to go the same college but the summer after graduation his father passed away. Glenn’s family had a farm with animals and he decided to forgo college and run the farm. College went well for me. I was getting good grades, meeting many people, and finding plenty of guys to date. I saw Glenn sometimes at home during breaks but we seemed to have.