Thursday morning came and I got a 7 am morning wake up call asking where the motel was. I told her where it was and said she wanted to meet up at 9 am... I quickly started to get ready then realized I need to take a little extra time and groom myself properly for her. After I was ready I drove to a pharmacy to get some condoms and lube. Then I went happily to the motel to check in.Upon reaching the motel I had called Kristi and she told me she was about 20 minutes away. I told her "Meet me in. Her walls clamped tight against me and my own pleasured noises were only held quiet by the smooth, warm skin against my mouth.After that her hips writhed with ever-greater fervency. My cock was stroked and massaged by the silken heat of her and soon I was reduced to sobbing her name in ecstatic worship as the building heat and tension within me grew beyond all bearing. The sound of it must have triggered something, for she came a second time, walls squeezing the life from my straining manhood. Life has never been easy on me, but I try my best each and every day. I've made a lot of mistakes, but I always seem to find a way to turn a seemingly bad situation into something positive... I'm afraid I may have made the biggest mistake of all. It's not something I can shrug off like the rest of them. I've gotten myself into a very bad place and for the first time in my life I can honestly say I don't know what to do. I want to scream at the top of my lungs "HELP ME!!!" but I know I can't. " I gulped, and she raised my chin up to look at her. "Well say something. I could never tell Kev this as I knew he would freak on me, but I want to try this and I want to do it with someone I trust." Well umm..." I sighed. "I always knew going out with you would be a rollercoaster," I started and then paused as I contemplated what I wanted to say. "And if you really want to, then when we are ready ... sure!"She smiled at me and squeezed my hand. "Are you aren't mad at me for suggesting it?".