Then she realized that if she could get a hold of some of that lotion, she could make herself lactate. That sufficiently helped keep her mind off her ...other. She was getting horny thinking about lactation and decided to take a shower and finger herself.She ran the water in the tub and watched herself undress in the mirror. She was a very attractive girl with shoulder-length black hair and beautiful green eyes. She often caught guys at school looking at her and some of them flirted with her once. Pams grin got even bigger. When I was a kid, Gram told me you were a really, really bad girl. Cindys brows went up and she leaned forward. Did she. Pam looked a bit smug. She told me that she wouldnt wish a daughter like you on her worst enemy. Of course she also said she thought youd turned out just fine. Cindy laughed and gulped down her drink. She reached for more immediately. What else did she tell you? Well… Pam hesitated. She seemed to have expected a different reaction. Trust me, baby,. . but he never knew of the sordid affair between my father and I.He simply became over-joyed when he thought he’d got me pregnant!Then he begged me to marry him; I couldn’t hurt his feelings by telling him different.”I stared in wonderment as my Mom unburdened her long held guilt.“By the time you was born we’d been married six months! But Dick I’m so very ashamed to admit something else to you!“Something else Mom?”“Richard, my father, still had me firmly in his grip: I had to visit him. Their bedroom was on the third floor of the house, and we would hear her coming if she did, but still... ”Because you are my stepdaughter,” he said. “Look, could we not… talk about this?” ”You started.” I turned around to walk away but he grabbed my arm. ”I need to know that you don’t feel bad about this. I need to know I did not violate you.” His voice was unsteady but demanding, his eyes pleading. I felt a sharp pain in my chest. ”Oh Eddy,” I sighed. “Don’t do this to yourself. You did.