“Why the abstinence? It’s not like you’d have any difficulty seducing a guy.” She wrinkled her nose in a moue of distaste. “I suppose. I mea..., it’s not like I haven’t been out with anyone, or haven’t been hit on. But after Asshat the Cheater, I was just so sick of the fucking games. I mean, really, if he’d said 'Look, we live in different cities and go to different schools—what do you say we see other people?'4, I’d have respected that. I don’t know if I would have agreed, but at least that. Or m subh hote hi use doctor ko dhikha laya ese tarah hamari baat chalti rahi or ek din usne mujhe lttr m raat ko ghar aane ko kaha (hum letter se hi baat krte h uske ghar wale use phone nahi dete the gaowale the na) to fir m bhi samjh gaya ki aaj to ye chudegi mujhse or or fir gao se 7km dur jake condom laya taki gao m baat na fele or raat ka intzar karne lag 10.30 ko jase usne lttr m likha tha usne apne main door ki lght on-off krne lagi to m bhi bhag k uske ghar chala gaya fir usne mujhe. He started writing and looking at the teach then quickly putting a book on his lap to hide his junk. "Hmm, nothing" Even though, I knew it was wrong I did it anyway, I pressed my lips on his cheek and asked him to confess. "I know you like me, now would be a pretty good time to say you want me." He rubbed his face and nodded a little, he saw a boy looking at him, my ex that is. I did too, but I liked that he was watching us and I didn't really mind anyone looking, not even the teacher. After. "The chief is checking with Jennifer. I presume she's getting an update and status report," I told the news-hungry gathering. Sheila has asked me to get everyone settled in and accounted for. Martha, can you do the honors?"The terror in the captain of the kitchen eyes abated as she focused on the task at hand. Busy people don't have the luxury of panic. As Martha attended to the women, I assumed a seat on the stone bench and took a moment to gather my wits and clear my mind. I was terrified..