(Emotionally, I mean–physical punishments were not yet on the table in those days.) I couldn’t blame Him, I remembered how snotty I was. But I lon...ed to convince Him that the best way for me to change was to plunge into serving Him with all my heart–that the more He demanded, the better I’d like it. I knew I had to keep myself on offer, so to speak, but remain humble and accept whatever He was comfortable with. It had to be worked out slowly, day by day, case by case. The first year was. When she turned 18, I invited her over for a night and a DnD game. Something to get her out of the house and into my domain. She was nervous that night. There was a bunch of my usual group, 4 guys and only 1 lady. My group was subdue that night, they didn't know how to handle the new addition, since she was my niece and I was the GM. I didn't pull any punches and had them go through a crazy dungeon. There was some adult themes, but I didn't do anything too adult. Kept it rated R but on the. He knew what was going on and pushed my head down. Then he started fucking my face. All the while saying things like “All you white boy like big black dick” Suck my black dick boy” I have to say it was a turn on. Him being bigger than I in body and dick not to mention the way he took charge. So while I was sucking and he was talking his hand started playing with my ass. He just rubbed my hole and it opened for him. After he got two fingers in he told, no it was more like an order, to lube his. “Try them on, Cutty. Let’s see what you think turns me on.”The sales lady looked a bit strange at that remark, but Donna was still beyond caring. She just went to the dressing rooms and changed into the first dress.When she got out wearing the first dress, she paraded in front of Ms. Brendan, smiling happily.“Do you have any brown or red shoes to go with that dress?” Ms. Brendan asked the sales lady.“I will check: what is your size?” she asked Donna.“7,” she replied, and the young sales lady.