” I raise the glass to her lips and tip a small sip into her waiting mouth. I do the same with the fruit and chocolate at her request. After a mome...t I put the tray and glass down, pick up a bath sponge, and move to the end of the tub where her feet are. I sit on the tub with my back to her, and raise her foot out of the water. I dipped my sponge into the water to get it wet and bubbly, then gently moved the sponge around her foot. I use the sponge over the top of her toes and bring it to the. .. do it, but something stopped me.”“What do you mean?”“I don’t know – something ... happened and I found I couldn’t do it. At least not that day.”Col knelt there, holding my hands and staring off into the distance.He squeezed my hands to get my attention and locked my eyes with his. “You have to promise me something.”“What?”“Willi, you have to promise me that you won’t do this again.”I took a deep breath. The desert of my remembered life stretched years-long ahead of me.“Col, I don’t know that. David noticed that Kathy had been walking beside him since they landed on the beach.He took her hand and pointed to a sea lion, "Look, we can get close enough to see every detail of their faces and eyes." He took out his camera, turned off the flash, and shot a close-up of the large bull.Kathy bubbled out happily, "That was great! Will you email me a copy?" I'll post them where you can get them all, or I can send you a CD."The lava rock piles provided them with a close up view of the iguanas. Jackpot—I noticed it had a plug on the side looking farther in mom’s drawer and I found the charger. I plugged it in to charger and looked deeper in mom’s drawer. There weren’t any more toys or sex items, so I went out on the back porch and watched the sunset still naked. After eating supper, I watched TV for a bit, but nothing of interest was on. Later, I walked out on the back deck and sat, watching the stars and the moon. It excited me being out there naked and seeing the planes fly over.