I wasn't raped. I wasn't drugged or forced. I murdered the fruit of our love. I aborted a little piece of us. That little fetus was our son or daughte.... He wasn't a rapist or a murderer. He wasn't a monster. He didn't deserve to die. I thought I was being brave and doing what had to be done to protect and save the ones I loved. I was a coward. How can you feel guilty about killing that animal and not understand what a terrible person I am? I left our group. I broke up with all the people I. So she called off our wedding. But as you can see I'm still here, the surgeries took their toll on me, I tire easily, I have pain, problems eating sometimes, but I'm just thankful to be alive."And Toby opened his dressing gown, enough for his scars to be exposed.At first, she didn't even look at the scarring. She was too fascinated with her husband's firm body, a part of her wanted to reach out and run her hand down his chest, to press her lips against his warm skin. Just below the scarring,. I never thought a kiss could turn me on so much. I stripped down quickly, my pussy soaking and my nipples harder than ever. My skin was red and flushed. I lay in my bed, stroking my sex as I recalled the feel of her kiss. I came soon, and I was out right after that. I woke up naked and still somewhat overwhelmed. Even once I woke up I still could feel the ghostly impression of her soft lips upon my own. It both made me happy and drove me mad.Through the next week she said nothing to me about. We are always going to be able to second guess Maxine, but we are never going to be able to act fast enough to prevent a single unscripted act from her. That is the nature of the beast I created."The Doctor took a breath then turned to me. "That Maxine is why we are here, can we live with it. Or should we shut you down permanently and hope we find out how to control the next one better." Shutting me down is your decision to make, but don't even think you can make the next one more obedient..