” He said smiling up at her.“Six O’clock.”“Six?”“Yea six and your mother and I were going to let you sleep as long as you wanted but Han... needs you sometime soon.” She said.“I’ll never hear the end of this. He thinks I’m sleeping in when I get up at five.”“Yea I know, he mentioned something like that when he called.”Without thinking Jamie jumped up and slipped on his jeans, grabbed a pair of socks and was just sticking his feet in his boots when he realized that he had just dressed in front of. The camrea’s flashed and a T.V. camrea caught us, and carson daily walked over to us, and smiled the fake hollywood smile. Up came the mic and hear I am sweating bullets thinking ” Oh god, I am caught they aren’t going to know who she it and we are going to go to jail. ” Of course my fears were silenced when carson chimmed in and said. ” I am here with the VMA nominee for best new artist JOJO, you are looking very lovely tonight. At 18 how does it feel to gain so much fame at such a young age.. "What do you want to do next?" she said. "I usually take control when I'm with a woman, but tonight is about fulfilling your fantasies. What do you want to do?" I responded. "I, well . . ." "Go, on don't be embarrassed." "I could try going down on you." "Okay, but is that what you want?" Candy nodded her head. Then she leaned in and kissed me again. Her hand fumbled near my waist for my shirt, grabbed it, and pulled at it. We broke our kiss so she could rip the shirt from me, and she motioned. . I'm begging you. Don't do this. Put the engagement on hold and give me a chance. I fucked up. I royally messed up our perfect relationship, and I compounded it by running away to camp. I know that now! I do! I realize what I didn't realize before! I'm SORRY, Ben. I'm so sorry! I hurt you ... I hurt US ... And if I could go back in time and take it all back I WOULD!"For a moment, Dawn was so overcome by her crying that she couldn't speak. She pitched forward, her face pressing against my knee.