Porn reaches out and holds me, carressing me, calling me to come deeper and deeper. I never think - how do I break from this cycle? I only ever think ... how can I get deeper? How can I devote myself more fully to Porn? I have Porn arrive in my email. I have Porn arrive on my phone. I have Porn arrive in texts. I have Porn as a screensaver. I have Porn as a homepage.But still, I ask...how can I go deeper? How can I live more completely into the Porn?I surround myself with people who throw. And i since then we became close to each other and she started hanging out with my friends and used to give me money for partying and other expenses. Where i used to her money to but gifts for girls i was interested in and she never once said a word. And i was happy that i had a sister who not just care about me but takes care of my expenses as well. So i liked her and used to pick and drop her home when i bought a bike.Eventually my friends bought bikes and were in relationship. That left both. She took it in her hand, and it swelled still further at her touch. "It's so hot," she murmured in his ear, voice trembling with emotion, "so smooth. I'm longing to have your lovely thing in my mouth, William darling. Tell me to suck on it, I pray you." Oh, Beatrice!" cried Corky, "will you kiss my, my, my-"But before he could select a suitable noun, she was kneeling beside the bed, her hands urging is hips forward to grant her access. She took the head of his prick between her full lips, and. "I...think I understand daddy." She answers."Good. What is your name?" I ask again."My name is Rapewhore, daddy." Tracy answers. Yes it is. Yes it most certainly is."Rapewhore, I want you to ask to be tortured. I want you to get on your hands and knees, crawl over to me and beg to be tortured." I point to a spot just in front of me. "More than this, I want you to WANT me to torture you. When you say the words, make them a truth within you. If you do not honestly beg me, you will be.