“That would be a lie” I whispered.Caitlin flashed a smile, took my hand and lead us down the beach. She settled on a small sandy cove, formed by t...e dunes, which partially obscured us from the sunbathers that speckled the beach around us. "A bit more private here," Caitlin said with a wink, while I stretched our blanket across the sand. I then placed our cooler at the edge of the blanket, further obstructing our view of the others on the beach."A penny for your thoughts?" Caitlin asked. I was. Hetold me he was going to have me change into "whites". I followed him intoa smaller room were I was given a pair of pants, a shirt and flip flops. Iremoved my dress, bra, garter belt, petticoat, slip and ear rings and puton the "jail outfit". In as much as this was a terrible ordeal, I wasconflicted about removing my dress. I really didn't want to, but felt Ihad no choice.I was then taken to a waiting room area with several other "inmates" bothmale and female. However, there were several more. Well I did once I moved the satellite TV and the internet lines to the barn.I decided to cut down on the gas heating requirements by buying a wood stove. So I returned to cutting wood to heat the barn after all. I had two heat sources in case of a natural disaster. It was going to take another month or two to get the barn where I really wanted it. The best thing about the barn was that I was able to use cash to finish it. The builder took a break from working on the barn to celebrate Christmas. “Do you have a condom?” I asked just knowing that my inquiry would finally end his bizarre proposition. Now, I was lying to myself. “I sure do.” Damn. They always say preacher’s kids are some of the wildest folks. In that moment, I had no power to debunk the myth. I gave his shaft a gentle squeeze and whispered, “Okay.” Nameless lowered his head to seal my confirmation with what I thought would be a kiss. But he licked the salty sweat from my cheek and neck like a thirsty kitten while pushing.