I smile and quietly move through the crowd, closer to you. I approach you slowly, savoring the sight of your body trembling slightly. You start as the...crowd of bodies around you jostles against you as the light changes. I follow as you move uncertainly on shaky legs to cross the intersection. The movement of your clothes against your skin acts as fuel to the fire building within you. Your nipples are straining against your blouse and you know it has become obvious because of the looks you are. We can go on dates together and neither of us will have to hassle with fighting off guys we don't want. Caroline can still look for a boyfriend." But mom, he's your lover." I don't mind sharing him with you, I love you both."I asked. "Don't I get a say in this?"They both said in unison. "You do and your answer had better be yes." Yes."They both proceeded to kiss me on the lips. Caroline slipped me a little tongue, grinned and said."I always wanted to do that, but I was afraid I'd lose my best. I certainly didn't fit in.The women were all grouped together and talking fashion which I wouldhave loved to join in but I did not feel comfortable. Thy weren't exactlyinviting me in. After walking around for a while Ben called me over toDaryl and Jamie the two openly gay guys. He tried to get some dialoguegoing but I was so freaked out the moment he walked away I made an excuseto go to the loo.When I got back they had gone back to the other guys. I wandered aroundnot really talking to anyone.. Dressed as his old self... behaving as his old self. And everyone was inawe of what he was doing. Yet in his dream, as he mapped contractsection after contract section - to everyone's amazement, he yearned forsomething else. He wanted that other part of him that he dared not letanyone know about. And he wanted it badly. But right now, he wasproving to everyone how great he really was. And unfortunately, theyneeded him."Here!" his dream self stated. "Here's another of the links.