They asked me all sorts of questions about any changes they thought they might have noticed.That first night, after both of them fell asleep snuggling...up in my arms, I felt a sense of contentment. I refused to sleep myself, wanting to absorb the feelings I had. Thoughts kept racing through my mind, preventing me from relaxing.This was the first night since I'd been released from the clinic that I could truly claim some progress in my domestic situation. I'd had many good nights with Brenda, but. . just the way you dress makes you look older than you are is all." John took a sip from his soda and looked over at his mom. She was sitting there with a pathetic sort of "who me" look on her face as she tried to think things through. He knew he was playing on her insecurities."I... I look old?"Well not now you don't. The way you dressed tonight makes you look much younger. You look like one of the girls in that TV show about the Lifeguards. You know... the ones who are always running around. Eddie ripped the paper and found a book. He opened it, and said, "Holy shit!" Don't use that kind of language young man," Mom said."Sorry, Mom. I guess I got carried away."My brother and I looked at the pictures of the boat in the book. Eddie started rattling off questions and my parents tried to answer him.Finally Dad told him to be quiet and told us about the boat. The boat was two years old and a trade in for a custom boat the owner had built where my dad worked. Dad was able to get a real. I let a sigh out from being so frustrated "If he would just teach correctly I wouldn't have issues doing it myself" I say to myself in a fit of rage. "Whatever I'll take a break" I say picking up my laptop and logging on. "But what could keep my mind off stupid math? Hmmm.. Facebook? Noo.. not enough.. OH! I know!! Porrnnn" Now for everyone wondering. YES girls like porn. But me, I lovvveee porn!! Funny seeing as I'm so shy. Anyways I log in looking through the popular videos in the male.