Milne ki chaht bdti gai fir ek din unhone muje market me bulaya milne ko ye bus ek chhoti si formal mulakat thi but ek dusre se milke achha lagaFir ha... chat par hi khub maje lene lage fir ek din unhone bataya ki unke pati kam se bahr gye hai or mai rat ko unke ghar aajaun meri khusi ka thikana nhi raha maine han kar di us samy mai unke sahr se dur tha mine bus pakdi or rat ko unke yaha pahunch gaya unke ados pados sab so gaye the wo mujhe lene gate par aai phle ghar me ghuste huye mujhe bhut. There was a separate queue for men and women. So we stood in the men’s queue that leads you to a podium where you have to stand by a wooden railing to get the beloved Lords ‘darshan’. So everyone was trying hard to get close to the wooden railing.I don’t know what came over me but I decided to join the crowd and I started pushing people away so as to get close to the railing. When I was a little close to the railing I leaned forward to get the ‘Mukh Darshan’. I suddenly felt my ears getting. She took my hand and led me into the office and shut the door. She now wrapped me into a tight hug and shuddered. I could tell she was crying, which was not helping me get under control."Baby, I have some bad news," she started. "Terri lost her battle Sunday." Oh God, I'm so sorry. I know you cared about her. I can't believe it. She seemed to be doing well." She was a very sick girl. She bounced back right before you came. She was so looking forward to meeting you. I guess I bragged on you a. I suddenly realized that I had been sitting outside stark naked ever since my bath and I felt ok about it.Lunch and then we all went for a walk up into the native forest. They showed me a stream that had some nice swimming holes that I could try when my hands were healed. The girls struggled to accept that I had never been swimming and promised to teach me.Back to the house for another BBQ dinner with a salad. This is so much better than takeaways. It still felt very strange to be doing.