“The woman in those videos was awesome, let’s watch them again, I want to emulate her,” Sarah told me on the Sunday morning. Each and every time...we watch it we are both learning new techniques for our combined sexual pleasure. “A bi-sex lady wants to have us both soon baby, very soon, is that what you want?,” I ask Sarah teasingly as we showered together thirty-minutes before Pauline was due.“I want it and need it, really need it, I am so fucking horny after watching those videos. And you?,”. It was obvious when I had to retake the hearing and field of vision tests.It was almost 1400hrs by the time I finished the last exam. I went back to the flight surgeon who hemmed and hawed as he read through the results. He excused himself and left me sitting in his office; fifteen minutes later, he returned and told me to follow him. I knew the news wasn't good when he led me to the Hospital Commander's office. He ushered me in and I reported to the attractive woman sitting behind a desk with. I was broken out of my daze by the phone ringing on a table by the couch. Picking up the handset, my mouth engaged before my brain did.“Who’s this and what the fuck is going on!”“Well Mr. Badzinski, my name is Turgin of the Agen. If you will give us a couple of minutes, myself and a colleague will come and discuss the deal we made last night.”The line went dead. My brain was going a mile a minute in twenty different directions. Was I really dead? Who the hell were these people? Where the hell. I wait for the Dark Knight.While I lie in blackness, I wait for dark lust to overtake me. I like it black…and dark. I like the shaft black. I like the sex black. I close my eyes to keep it black. When there is no light, all men are black but they are not the same shade. I like the blackest shade…even in the dark. The blackest of men are invisible in the deep dark. The way I like it.My mask has eyes but it doesn’t see; it’s no secret what I am when I wear it. I close them. I forbid my dark lust.