" As heran off, Maddy called.Maddy was my girlfriend, we had been together two years two days ago. Shehad blondish brown hair and a medium build, an a...hletic body. But she wasthe sweetest girl you'd ever meet, off the field anyways. "Jake-y come tomy house, I wanna show you something!" She said, almost too excited tokeep it in. Needless to say, I took off running. She was my lady afterall. It must have been three minutes before I was there, 6 blocks away,on foot. Outside her house, I leaned. She nodded slightly and resumed her seat."Have you thought about branching out on your own?" Randi asked before her butt cheeks had re-connected with the leather on the chair."It's expensive," Chris replied. "The bond alone is more than I can afford. Factor in paying my own insurance and the overhead and it's just not workable." So you have thought about it," Randi said."Anyone in my line of work thinks about it," Chris replied. "Just like every kid who picks up a baseball thinks about one day. If some nosy-ass social worker found out and wanted to make a stink, we could end up in jail. Blake would probably be the 'wife' of a very large guy named Bubba or something, and I'd probably end up some bull-dyke's sweetie pie. Plenty of sex but not the kind we prefer."Janet, Toro and Steven would end up in the county's oh-so-wonderful foster care, which is probably as well-run as Lucia's county handled her case."Lucia and Bellana, who knows? Maybe on probation until hell freezes over?"At any. .. And I can imagine, thoughtless... I take her lips into mine and kiss her deeply... I kiss her for as long as I wished to over the years I was secretly in love with her.I stand up and go towards the door... Scared of what is going to happen... Fearing that my reckless behavior will cost me more than I can afford... Maybe if I leave now I can forget that this ever happened... Maybe she will too.Before I can step out of the door she stands on front of me between me and my only way out of the.