Your mouth even moved a bit but your eyes told me that you wanted to kick my ass for even saying it." He started laughing again."You're going to get e...en more pissed at me, Bill, for what I'm about to say," he said. "You love Sarah. That's why this whole thing is fucked up." I do not," I said loudly."Do not," he echoed sarcastically. "What are you six?" Don't get me wrong, Bill. My sister isn't a troll. She's an attractive woman. She's especially hot, if you like your women a little thick. She. She wanted us to stay put until she got there. I knew Mary/Fran had a reason. She wanted to improve our fire wall. She reminded us of Sofia. Bob M. and Mary/Fran landed their Soyuz right behind us. We used our docking ports as air locks.Mary/Fran brought us some secret weapons the Russians had been working on before connection. They were hand-held high-powered lasers.Mary/Fran also gave Tiger, Cynthia and me a new firewall. We were now effectively controllers like mom, dad, Nancy and Jane. She. Me.”She returned and sat down next to me on the blanket. “As you poured out your problems to me, for the first time since Ralph pulled away from me, I didn’t feel alone. After a while, the empty heaviness was gone. I was ready to move on.”“But you didn’t,” I said softly.“No,” she said, “I didn’t. I had come to know you and had grown to love you. I wanted to stay... for you.”“Thank you,” I said. There were tears in my eyes.Then she leaned in and kissed me.“How is that possible?” I said, drawing. Mr. Givend’s yard looked like the perfect place to get myself off. I had the sudden urge to lie spread-eagle in the grass in front of his house and fuck myself to a mind-melting orgasm. I began heading that way when I saw something.Headlights appeared at the far end of my road. The panic was real. I ran to the nearest bush and crouched behind it. The car approached and I held my breath. It was going slow. I pressed myself closer into the shrub. Sharp points of the spindly branches dug into my.