I know that's part of what's been turning us on…." And she reached between my legs to feel that yes, I was aroused even now. Feeling my arousal, she...paused to kiss me, a loving kiss. With tears in her eyes, she held me close. "I'm so sorry I got us into this baby. How do we get out of this? I don't think we should be like this."I held her, feeling emotions inside that were conflicting with my desire. "I don't know. I don't know how to stop it. It could be such a mess if we tried to stop. She shook her head, but remembering what David had said about her attractiveness took a second look. Twisting and turning she had to admit that while at thirty-nine she was not exactly high fashion model material, she was eye catching. She knew her short stature would garner attention to begin with, but she was also aware she was still lovely of face and figure. Perhaps, just perhaps, she could do this ... at least until something better turned up.She smiled as she recalled how smitten David. Now personally I had never contemplated crossdressing before, yes I had fucked cd's on occasions and have very much enjoyed the experience but to do it myself felt daunting. After some consideration I decided that I would indulge brians fantasy, but not go the whole distance, I settled on wearing some sexy knickers a bra and some hold up stockings and heels, but not getting fully dressed up with wig and all that.I had three weeks to prepare myself for the arranged meeting, so during that time I. She sits down next to me and puts my hand on one of her breasts."Touch it, Jessica. You have been wanting to for so long, I can tell. Touch me, feel me."I squeeze her breast in my hand and she lets out a light moan. I move my fingers around to her nipples, so now have both hands feeling them, pinching and tugging on her soft pink nipples just like I do with my own.She moans and leans down, making one of her breasts right by my mouth. She holds my head up and feeds it to me. I suck and lightly.