I managed to start the car and slammed it into reverse. I peeled out of the parking lot in a state of shock trying desperately to get home to a safe p...ace to sort out what was happening. I momentarily glanced in the rear view mirror and was tempted to look at my face. But fear stopped me from doing so. "Just get home . . . just get home" I kept telling myself. "This can't be happening."I finally arrived. I waited for the garage door to shut behind me before getting out of the car. Trembling, I. ”“Good, I’m hungry!” I said.“Yeah, I am too. They are still setting it up, so I have time to take a quick shower also,” Brit answered.She headed to the shower and while she was in there, I brushed my wet hair and decided to test my strength. I went over to the door, put my hand on the knob, and a feeling of excitement entered me. It was an exhilarating feeling. One of those feelings where you wanted something so bad. I could not believe it, but I wanted to show off my naked body. And to think I. I married someone who broke my heart, then came back to wreck my life. And in between those two times, I fell for Janice and then broke her heart when Teri came back. And then I wouldn’t get back together with Janice because she was with two other guys, and I’m not into that.”“Isn’t that a little ... hypocritical?”“Yes, it is. I still don’t know if I could do that now, though if I loved her, and her alone, enough, I suppose I could. I’ve grown up. Just like you have.”“Oh. It just took me. Near the end of the evening, I felt nature's call and excused myself to use the bathroom. When I got there, a maintenance guy was trying to mop up a disaster from an overflowing toilet. He suggested I use the bathroom by the locker rooms. As is always the case when you really have to piss, I had some trouble finding the damn locker room. I found the ladies locker room and saw a door across the hall. It had a stained area where a sign had obviously hung at one time. It seemed reasonable to me.