I wasn't getting any younger and ten years from now I wanted to be able to look at myself in the mirror and say it was a good ride.I wasn't ready to t...tally put myself out there and, besides, I wasn't going to get involved with anyone till my divorce was final. I started by going on the computer in the evening and going to web sites and just talking to the different people. I was the newbie on the sites. Everyone wanted to know all about me. I didn't give away too much of the personal stuff. She loved the feeling of excitement in her body, and hated it at the same time. She’d fought within herself over this confusion so many times, but she found herself being torn in two directions every time. As his kisses moved towards her ear, she felt his hands on her hips. They moved slowly up over her stomach until they were holding her breasts. Again she shivered, her eyes once again fixed on the lights in the distance. She knew he loved her, she loved him, so why did she feel so wretched. .. noticeably longer but maybe I needed a haircut(right...). Washing my body my nipples became sensitive to thetouch. "What the hell...maybe the heat from the tan was fuckingup my nervous system and my heat sensors were all messed up." Iget out of the shower and this strange wave of pleasure washedover me. I couldn't quite put my finger on it but it wassomething that I definitely wanted to explore.The night went on and I shot some pool with my buds and we have afew drinks. I caught myself. “My. Your good at this aren’t you!” He murmured.Belinda never replied, and by no means altering her pace, she sensed the erection becoming firmer by the minute.This wasn’t helping her that much, she’d already accepted that she’d partake in her own sexual activities from now on, at the nursing home she’d have a more than willing cliental, they might be old, but they’d be more than willing going by Bert’s action. Belinda reached across once more rinsing the soap with a soft sponge; Bert could.