He was still in a state of shock. He thought, "What the fuck? There's no way I'm gonna touch it." And yet, he was still aroused by her, by her cock. I... wasn't huge by any means, slender and maybe 6 inches long. But there was something about it, a certain smoothness, cleanliness perhaps, that mesmerized him. His body was ignoring his mind's pleas to get the fuck out of there. He reached out and took her cock in his hand. It was so smooth, unlike his own. He had never touched another penis in his. How could they ever get together now like normal people, after what she'd done? Then Brian said a curious thing."You were wonderful last night. It was worth it to wait until you were ready. I don't think I've ever had better sex than I did with you last night. Man, that role playing stuff you came up with was so hot, it made me so horny that I came 5 times. You were wonderful Laurie, you really where."Laurie sat there and stared at Brian's happy face. He looked like he had been made king of. What if Ben couldn't take itoff now? The thought tortured her. She had been so close to backingout of this. She had never trusted the old man and his claims aboutmagic. She had felt something else was at the core of his insistence.But how could she have known that something like this would happen. She kept trying to send her mind backward in time, to grasp the momentof decision and change it, to warn herself as Tim to run, to throw themask in the trash compactor, to slam it onto Ben's face. Finally, after a couple of minutes, I looked up at her and said, "I understand what you're saying, and I support you with all my heart. But you and I both know what it means for us."Jenny nodded through her tears. She knew I would not have a relationship not founded in D/s. I reached out and pulled her onto my lap, where she sat, crying into my neck as I tried to keep my own eyes clear of the smoke that had somehow found its way into them.We didn't split up right away. In fact, it was the best.