That meant that the equipment built around the theory had to be carefully balanced or it could easily destabilize. Computer analysis yielded two plate...u domains but powering up to those states had variables running wild. This was the type of thing that had to be carefully brought online and left there, and carefully taken offline to cut power as well or it would violently eat itself. The math described two conic fields pointed in opposing directions and a third field that was modulated to. I can go for hours without even thinking about the chains that hold me prisoner. If you saw me, you'd realize how ridiculous that sounds. How could I NOT notice???Well, I'm noticing now. I'm alone in my cell, chained up and barely able to move, powerless to get free, and nobody knows where I am.---------------------------------------------------------------------October 25th, 2006I meant to type more last week, but the computer shut off while I was touching myself.Master's attached bells to. "Well, aren't you sweet," Evelyn told me, patting my cheek."This bickering is accomplishing nothing," John said with a grimace. "I think we should bring the person who was waiting outside back, and question him. I think there are enough men available to handle anything he might try. Just let me get my shotgun, and everyone stay well away from him when he comes through," John said.John went and got a shotgun. He said it was loaded with birdshot, but at short range, it was more than enough to do. She quickly put her top back on and asked if I was going to finish the painting tomorrow. I told her that not only would I be over to finish the painting, but that I would be doing it for free. She insisted that I be paid and said that she would be home all day so that if I wanted her to make me feel good again, she would be there for me. She said good evening, blew me a kiss through the fence and walked back to her home. I was pretty fucked up. I wasn’t sure how I would ever concentrate on.