She clicked the button marked "JOIN " and figured there would be a free sample section so she could enjoy the videos which always seemed to stop just ...hen they were getting interesting. And indeed, the page which appeared did have that option. But there were two other option buttons' one marked "SUBSCRIBE HERE" the other was very similar and said " SUBS, SCRIBE AND SUBMIT HERE"Anita felt like Goldilocks as she clicked the trial button and found it a greater tease than before. But the scenes. I don’t know what she was thinking, but I felt like she was assessing me or something.“Bill,” she whispered and gently shook my shoulder.I woke up. “Oh sorry. I didn’t realize how tired I was.”“See? I’m glad you agreed to stay. Now come to bed.”I chuckled and said, “That sounds provocative.”She laughed and said, “You know what I mean. Come on.”- - - - -It was sometime later when I was asleep, that Barbara slipped into bed with me.“Hey!” I whispered. I was shocked and excited.“Do you mind if we. There was only one other woman I'd become faintly familiarwith. ?I'm sorry, I don't know people's names,' I said, ?but I think it is the ladywith blonde hair,' I said. It was indeed her, and I was awarded a prize anda second go. More drink. I don't understand how that's possible but after a certain pointdrink no longer seems to have any effect. It passes the lips but I don't feelit land in my stomach and I don't seem to get any more drunk. Bodies were nowpressing very close together in the. . twice.”I looked Terry in the eye. “You’ve been living with a murderer for ten years, my love.”“You can never call yourself that, sweetheart,” she held out both arms and I was drawn to her breast as she lay propped up in the bed where she had just presented us with our third beautiful child. She had created life in her image while I had destroyed a life, twice. She kissed the top of my head. “You were protecting your family by doing so, and I am so proud of you. So, you left the other Terry.