I like Robyn." And guess what? She likes you too. You sure you don't want to change partners? Or maybe Victoria might? Fresh meat? Fresh meat between ...er legs?" Well, uh..." Well, uh... ?" asked Jamal teasingly, grabbing for the gap in confidence Jim was revealing."No." Alright," said Jamal with a laugh.The women approached the table. "You ready?" asked Vic. She emptied her drink down her throat. Everyone else followed suit. They walked to the door, retrieved their jackets, Jamal and Vic. We’re exploring feelings real ones. Not all thoughts, feelings, and actions are pleasant. It’s ok. You need to ask yourself if you’re up to looking into these places. It’s ok if you need to skip something that hits to close to home. You’re not going to hurt my feelings. A lot of people have been hurt by suicide. I understand if you don’t want to talk about it with me. I’m NOT trying to get 500 emails begging me not to do it or 5 asshats giving advice on how to and telling me to Youtube it for. I kept my looking at her while driving back and forth to park, she was also looking at me while talking on the phone, I thought maybe she is looking at my BMW, because all young girls tend to look at big cars regardless of the fact who is driving it.After I parked I got down, intentionally didn’t look at her took my bag and went towards the lift, that’s the kind of ego I have always had. I don’t know why but I just ignored her even though my heart was forcing me to check her out once more.I. Last thing I need is another cardiac corpse on my record. His erection is at 67%. Either I'm not turning him on enough or he needs chemical assistance. I don't really give a shit if it's the former, it's not like my feelings are gonna get hurt. And if it's the latter, I have plenty of things to slip him without his knowing.I move from sitting next to him on the bed onto his lap, arms loosely draped around his thick, perspiring neck. My eyes are closed as we kiss but I can see everything in the.