When he got to my house I asked him if would like to watch a porn called Filthy Fat Fuckers with me and he said sure. Both of us liked really fat wome... and while the porn was playing we started talking about our fantasies what all we had tried sexually. I asked if he had ever been with a guy b4 and he said yes and I said me too. We talked about our gay experiences. I had only been with one guy before and he had been with 4 guys. My only experience was doing 69 a few times with a skinny guy and. The smell of piss, once glorious, is now rank in my nostrils, and I feel cold and dirty and wrong. Mother raises an eyebrow at me as I cower on my disgusting bed. In private, I'd never imagine anything wrong with my little fetish, but there was a reason I never told anyone about it. When another person comes into the picture, I become perfectly aware of how nasty it is. Of how demented I am. "Don't stop on my account." I blink. Is it just me, or is my mother smiling? Mischievously?! She licks. "Ok, I will be home on Tuesday." I answered."Wait, if your not home, then where are you?" he asked puzzled."I'm at Grandma's house and I'm spending some time with her." "Oh ok, tell Grandma I love and miss her and I'll call her later when I get a chance." he said."Ok baby, I'll see you when you come over." I replied"Ok Mom, love you, bye." he said quickly as he hung up before I had a chance to reply back to him.On my way home I called my older son, Erik, to let him know I was on my way back and. ” I shrugged, I would have to pick up baby wipes on the way home. I made my way to the adult movie store and parked in the back. Jumping out of the car I proceeded inside. The place was a little seedy, but it was not uncommon. I found the toys I was looking for and a couple extras I hadn’t thought about and purchased them. I had done some research and found my credit limit on my laptop at my house, it was ample for this purchase. It was dark outside when I came out, but being me, I wasn’t.