I could see the pain in her eyes. ‘I wasn’t always like this. Up until about six months ago, I wasn’t a good husband.’ ‘No Paul…’ I stop...ed her with a kiss and a smile. ‘Hear me out baby. I’ve been going to counseling for a long time. When I found out you were cheating I started to feel pretty low. The pain, anger , frustration, and having to see you everyday knowing what I knew almost drove me over the edge. I contemplated killing myself.’ I could feel tension in Kristy’s body. She squeezed my. He had a sister who tried to become friends with me, but she was annoying. I let her hang around though. I mean what else was I suppose to do. School started and James was in a few of my classes. I realized right away that he was just garbage, and the voices we screaming at me to ‘take the garbage out.’ James was easily led to his death. It was after a football game. October 5th, he asked me if I wanted to go for a drive in his ford. I agreed, we drove a round for a while then I asked him to. "She's right. We are all on vacation the second we step off this bus, so if any one of you decide to have a one night stand, take responsibly of your damn actions," Danny says, walking out from the back storage bedroom, holding a dark green duffle bag. I nod and I step down from on top of the couch. I let out a deep breath as I walk past Danny, nudging him into the right wall with a grin as I walk back to the storage bedroom to pack up my own bag. I hum a small tune as I pick up my own duffle. We need to get you some white pants."I shrugged too embarrassed to speak. Jane was right. I looked awful withmy dark pants showing through the new clothes she had supplied me. Itwas clear she had a corporate image in mind I did not want to ruin it."You're not a big guy," she said unsparingly. "Go to my bedroom and grabsomething out of the top drawer of my dresser."By the time I got upstairs I realized that Jane had sent me to fetch apair of panties. I opened the drawer and was confronted with a.