Was it worth the pain, he asked himself? You bet it was! Would he ever do it again ... hell no! Never again! From this point forward he knew he would ...ever love another woman. He wouldn't give himself a chance to. Even if he tried it would never work. He would compare every woman he met to Amber. There wasn't a woman in the world that would measure up, at least as far as he was concerned.Bill took a cup of coffee to go and drove back to the motel room. It was time to start things rolling. He. As I walked through the gate, she held her hand out and I gave her the knickers. “Oh thank you Mike,” she said, taking hold of the knickers, “I thought I'd lost them. I was getting my washing in and they blew away.” For a moment we stood there, both of us with a hand on the knickers. “Do you like them Mike?” she suddenly said, “I think the colour really suits me?” The knickers were made of some sort of red, silky material with a black lace trim and I stood there, hardly able to speak. “Yes,” I. I gave her a confused yet surprised look. She told that I can wait at her home till my train departs which was around like 3 in the morning. I had no words to say. The girl I like so much touched me for the first time. She asked the auto driver to leave and starting walking towards her home. I came back to my senses and turned her towards me by calling her name. She understood my anxiety and told that her parents are not at home and would come back only on next day noon.I was a bit relieved. We. My childhood bedroom, still with my familiar boyhood posters on the wall — I never did get that Lamborghini!One failed marriage, one failed business, numerous creditors, no money. That pretty much summed up how I ended up back in mum's house after a 20 year absence. At the grand age of 38, my life had well and truly come off the rails and I was feeling fairly sorry for myself. Mum had been just great. She was supportive when my marriage hit difficulties. Being non-judgmental and offering to.