I admired her courage. She blamed no one but herself and knew it was a sickness. She dealt with it.I had no such excuse for my behavior. I was selfish... It all boiled down to that. It was always about what I wanted. I had been blind to it just as Ginny had been blind to her alcoholism. Howard's harsh words had jolted me and forced me to admit to my self-centered behavior. But I could change. I knew I could change. It wouldn't even be hard. I'd just have to be more thoughtful of others. I could. And...nipples...and...suck then?" Yes, that is exactly what she should do, always let her son maul her tits, to suck them, to lick them and even fuck them." Without another word my mother began unbuttoning her blouse and pulling it loose from her skirt, then she unclipped her bra letting her big beautiful tits fall free for easy fondling. I stretched my neck and was able to reach the closest tit with my mouth and began to suck on her erect nipple while I was squeezing the other tit with my free. Afer digging a hole about four feet by two by two feet and building a berm inside it where her hips would be, I asked her to climb in, face down. She stared at me suspiciously as I restarted the video. "Trust me, I PROMISE you will survive." We kissed silently, deeply in case that was our last ever kiss. When I passed her the snorkel, she understood."Ohhh, so you really want to completely bury me and this will let me breathe. That berm will force my hips to stay above ground, or sand, right?. The other one took my hands to the back and locked the wristbands. As soon as he‘d done that he started to massage my ass and butt plug, as he found it. I got so turned on that my kissing got more intense.I was extremely overwhelmed by the situation and enjoyed every second of it. After several minutes of making out and enjoying their hands on my body, they took me to a seperate room. We talked a little and i felt like their sextoy, yet respected and not in danger. Because they tried to check.