"I want to do it."I lowered my hands and tried to let her do it her way. But when I rolled us over she giggled and said, "Oh, Yes!"We went downstairs ...o find something for Cindy to eat. It was fun watching her cook in the nude but she had me at a disadvantage because she did all the talking and all I could do was listen. "I can't wait to tell my friends at school about tonight. Is this the first time you slept all night with a girl?" she asked, looking at me. I nodded my head."Not that you're. But just hear me out.Okay?"I just lay there in her arms. Even in my state of distress, I foundcomfort in her embrace."Right now, you feel like you aren't much of a man. But that's because youcompare yourself to other men. You may even think I compare you to othermen. But I assure you. I do not. And you shouldn't either. You areunique. You are special. And you are precious to me. There is no one whomeans more to me than you. No one. So, when I admit that I love bigcocks, it does not. I imagined he was telling himself, My wife has these thoughts in her head? He was at least listening, hadn’t walked out of the room, so I had to push it. “John, I want to feel sexy again, like when we were first going together. I think we’ve lost that “lust” thing, don’t you? I think it would be exciting to just be a total slut with some new naked guy. I want to put every part of me on another guy, and that doesn’t mean that I don’t love you with all my heart! I just want that ‘lust’ thing. She considered getting anabortion, but somehow I managed to talk her out of it. Weimmediately decided to move to California where we could start anew life as husband and wife. Nine months later, Mom gave birthto a beautiful healthy baby girl, Jenny. That was eighteen years ago. Mom and I have raised Jenny,making sure she never found out our family secret. I am so gladI am able to make love to my mother with out worrying about athing, since we are now married and no one knows of.