Out of respect for the breadwinner, dad got to sleep on the sofa. Me, Ma, and my sister slept on the floor with homemade cushion beds and blankets.Ma ...lept in the middle. I was sleeping on the left side and my sister on the right. I have a habit of soft cuddling. I always kept my hand or legs on the person I am sleeping with till I was 14 or 15. Usually, I slept beside my mother only since childhood. It was after a fairly long time I was going to sleep with Ma again.It was 2 am in the night,. I saw one of the dogs down at the barn and switched to the hidden camera in the barn. When it came up I saw five men hiding inside the door and they were arguing about something. The one I took as the leader was shouting and shaking his fist in one of the men's faces. One of them was bleeding heavily from the shoulder and arm and was trying to wrap it to stop the bleeding. I got on the intercom and told Farley to look in the cupboard above the stove and to lock the back door. I told him to have. Whenever Jerry walked out the door to work, she walked out of the bedroom naked. The fact that I sometimes had to listen to them having sex in the mornings always made it more difficult for me to deny her. We just kept on fucking. A larger problem than the infidelity and my betrayal of Jerry's hospitality and friendship was the fact that Chris and I were falling in love. She began talking about divorcing Jerry.I knew I had to leave if I wanted to end it. I went to Alaska -- the wild and untamed. I could tell she was nervous. “Are you nervous?” I asked. “I would be lying if I said ‘no’,” she replied. “Well, that would make two of us,” I said. “Whatever you do,” she replied, looking down at the floor, pausing. “Don’t take your shirt off.” I stepped forward and gently put my hand on her left shoulder. I pulled her in close to me. “You are just as beautiful now, “I whispered. “Just as beautiful as you were in that tent at Fort Knox.” She didn’t say anything, but slipped her hands around my.