Jerry said that I looked beautiful in it but that I didn’t need to wear it. After all he had already seen everything that I had and none of it neede... to be hidden. I know that I blushed. As a favor to him I only put my bottom on. I wanted to be topless around him. It excited both of us.Jerry suggested that I go out on the raft and get some sun. So I swam out to the raft and relaxed. I listened to the birds chirp, the fish splash, and the wind blow. Jerry had been right about the great outdoors. Ikeep wanting to twirl in a mirror or fuss with my hair, and I can?t stopwanting to feel pretty or blushing when I think of myself as cute." Atthis, a small bulge began to form under Mikey?s jeans. "I get all pokeyand flustered whenever I think about bigger guys like you, and thingsseem like a good idea even when they?re not, like maxing my credit cardon skirts and panties and girly clothes, or sitting on your lap tocuddle. I?ve got no filter, I think."Jeffery considered this for a moment.. Suddenly the phone rang I answered the phone it was Roger just the sound of his voice nearly set me over the edge. My hopes were soon shattered when he canceled saying he had to work and couldn't do dinner. I was crushed, but I decided his cancellation wasn't going to spoil my fun. I spent the next three hours trying to keep my mind on my work which wasn't easy, at exactly 5 o'clock I flew out of my chair and threw myself to my car the entire drive home I couldn't wait for what my night had. That night as I laid in bed I thought about what I'd done on the trip to Chicago and found I had no regrets and no guilt. I decided It was over between Cliff and I, the only thing that could save us now was him going to counseling and getting his head straight again but I was pretty sure that wasn't going to happen. I couldn't just up and leave him, or he would end up out on the street. I didn't hate him, but I knew I had to do something, or it would turn to that and I didn't want that to.