Even to this day I don't consider my orally pleasuring her to be sexual in any way. I guess I finally understood what my dad had tried to tell me time...and time again about how his sex with his mom was not really sex, but love.I'm not going to go into any more detail of what all we did together that morning in bed, but I will tell you I never got hard, and therefore we didn't fuck. You see, we formed own unique way of expressing our love that wasn't sexual, yet I have no way of explaining why it. I didn't need the rubberdicks or her either. It was my first rebellious act.I never thought about how she had the pills there in the morning, but nowI had Xanax, white pills, in my right pocket. In my left pocket,Estrogen, purple pills.I agreed to take her purple pill every time I took a Xanax. As a goodsport and a worthy adversary, she wrote the check for twenty-five grand,post dated it twenty eight days in the future, then handed it over.Six days later, Margie is standing in front of me. . “Ok, Ok Brian, I was just trying to be helpful.” he answered, walking back to his desk.It really surprised me that one of our own teachers could have such a narrow minded view of things. But then again, I had learned that a lot of people pretend to be something they are not in public, but deep down they are completely the opposite. By the time school let out on Friday, the prom was just about the only thing everyone was talking about. It would be held next Saturday night in the next town over. As she was coming down from her last hit the waiter came over to check on us and I buzzed her again. This time it was too much and Lin tried to hold back her orgasm. as he left I saw her face of relief and I felt the spray from under the table. On the way out the Hostess stopped us to compliment Lin's hair and ask her were she got it done. The two chatted but I could see that Lin's legs were weak so I joined in to get Lin way. later I found out the Hostess had watched us and was wondering what.