Try not to dream anymore. Douglas was very lucky, he caught a burst and lit up. Also couldn’t get out but as he crashed into the ground the plane br...ke in two and the burning engine went one way, he went another. Pretty smashed up of course, but alive! That counts as lucky these days.[Aug 30] (written long after) Two days after the last entry several things happened. I wasn’t even sure if I should record them, but I’m off upto Scotland soon to join a training squadron for a while. So here we. Once my brother went to grandmas home and I was playing with all of them. We used to build tents and play inside them. Farheen always chose me as her husband and the remaining two has to wait for their turn.We use to sleep together holding each other like couples do. She used to kiss me even sometimes she asks me to feel that she was my real wife but I was not aware of such things in those days.After an hour of play I had to switch to afreen. Afreen was also damn beautiful with nice pair of. ." My tongue trips on her name and I have to reorganise my tongue. "Him and Joosje. Something about you needing to meet someone. Something about it being the right part for you. 'Izzy would be just right for it,' I heard her say."She returns her attention to the mirror, uses fingers to widen a single eye and adjusts a contact lens. "I don't believe you." You can ask them yourself." She stands up straight, turns to me again: "If you're lying..."In the cab, I give the driver the name of. I smiled and eased myself off of her. She went still, eyes closed waiting until her breathing returned to normal before opening her eyes. 'Oh Peter, she said softly, you don't know what you've done.' After a few moments she turned away, I said nothing, got dressed, and moved to the door. Peter, she said behind me, I turned and looked at her. We can never speak of this, she said softly, never. 'I know I replied, but I'll always have you in my heart. She looked a me then whispered,.