I never thought I was gay or anything but I began to fantasize having an affair with a guy. I have dated women all my life and always will but I start...d to imagine what it might be having sex with another guy. When I was out of town I would go to adult stores and go into video booths that showed both straight and gay videos. I would get so hard watching two guys fuck and suck each other that I would search the dildo section for a big 10” hard cock that I could take home and fuck myself with. I. Ursula's didn't get a real sports program running until it went co-ed some time in the 80's. I wasn't sure exactly when, because as a male, I hadn't been very interested in school athletics and by the time the school went co-ed, it was just trivial news. "And I certainly would have noticed, 'cause I watched the Saturday cartoons all the time. Patti never went to St. Ursula's, never joined up for any team sports, and certainly didn't teach the Saints volleyball moves from the 2000 Olympics. I. We are in our 30s and are really happy together. Sexually we had some great years but the last few years were hard emotionaly and that took its toll on our relationship. My wife lost her interest in sex and she just can’t provide my sexual needs. She never was fond of blowing me anyways. But lately everything seemed to much for her. It sucks (sorry for the pun) because we are great together but somehow we can’t get our libido on the same level.We talked about inviting a girl over for my sexual. He explained to me what was wrong, but I didn’t understand half of the words he was saying. I did enjoy listening to his deep, calm voice and watching the muscles in his arms flex as he worked.Damn, he was so sexy, handsome, helpful, and kind, a full package. Speaking of package, judging by the bulge in his jeans it seemed like he was packing quite a bit. I would be lying if I said that I didn’t get a bit wet watching him, and I couldn’t help it when my mind wandered off to think about all the.