To see how it went&hellip,and&hellip,IF &hellip,everyone was comfortable with it, then&hellip,.maybe we could advance a little and then see how that g...es. I let her squirm. I just listened, with no reaction. She continued: Then&hellip,a&hellip,.we could maybe&hellip,you and him&hellip,get more intimate with me&hellip,and&hellip,it would just be like having two boyfriends who liked you&hellip,and &hellip,.a &hellip, they both wanted you&hellip,and &hellip,we&hellip,all just&hellip,let things. Jim stepped back to the desk; he grabbed the deputy's dirty boots and swept the man's feet to the floor. The big deputy's brutal temper flashed and he started to rise from the chair, but something in Jim's angry eyes told him he really didn't want to try it!Jim slapped the wanted poster down on the desk hard! "This here poster is from your county. I've ridden over three hundred miles in the last two weeks tracking this man down and bringing him in for you fat, lazy sons a' bitches. I'm either. I remain the same even now. I was very young, just reached puberty and like all boys of this age used to quietly discuss about girls and sex.At that time there was no internet and we were too scared to even think of looking at cheap porn story books. So, our exposure to all things related to sex was very limited. We were certainly not fully aware of gay sex, just had some vague idea. Then something happened which changed everything for me.I and some of my friends had gone to a nearby place to. And I honestly don’t see a way out where that isn’t the case.”“What about you, Mike? Your decision could hurt you very badly, too.”“Breaking my word?”“Which for you would be traumatic. And I’m not arguing one way or the other right now, but you do need to count the cost of the tower you decide to build. And make sure that the foundation is on bedrock, not sand.”“You’re mixing your Biblical idioms,” I chuckled. “‘Counting the cost’ comes from Luke 14 and is about discipleship; ‘bedrock versus.