Thank you for finding my story which is not a past but present. Am 40 years old and am slim and fair complexioned guy. I don’t start my day without ...oga and exercise and follow a strict diet. From my teen, I have been a playboy, as out of experience I have learnt that am insatiable to females of all age limit. I have learnt almost every body language and most of the signs female can give to attract a man. But please be informed, all my encounters mostly are oral. I love to provoke them slow and. My heart beats faster as I push the door open to a room filled only by the light of the tv and the bathroom door is ajar. As I step straight into the bathroom, closing the door behind me, I just see his feet on the edge of the bed. I lock the door. I quickly strip down to my bare ass and open my bag. I start with a black lace bodysuit that holds my bum tight and clutches at my cock and balls. I position one leg up on the bath to start rolling up my stockings. As my hands swivels around my legs. I now understand better why I made the choices that I did. I will never know whether there could have been a different way. I do know that after years of effort, the results are as I had hoped. Could I have done things differently? Perhaps. And maybe I would also somehow have emerged intact on the other side of the nightmare that I faced – different from today, but still whole. No one can ever really know ‘the road not taken’. I do know how much I miss her. There is not a day which goes by. Thodi der mai land sikud kar bahar aa gaya or jab mai ne ched ko deha toh woh india gate ban gaya tha.Manju bathroom jane k liye uti par us se chala nahi jaa raha tha.Mai manju ko uta kar le gaya or wapas laa kar bed par litaya.Uski halt ko dek kar mai ne agli baar chudai nahi ki.Bus ese he nude kiss karte rahe or chipak kar so gaye .Agle din se ham khub ghume or rat bhar chudai karte.Ham dono ne kafi maje kiye.But jese he jane k din aaye .Woh udas ho gayi.Toh mai bola ki esa karogi toh hamare.